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15 JULY 1992 This blog was opened by me to accommodate MY mindless musings and daily rantings. Do enjoy your stay here, and don't take what's not yours! Contended with my current life need no interference.
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Wednesday, June 18, 2008, 1:58 AM
I don`t know,i`m so beaten & tired now but i just can`t get to slp. Learn that life is all about contradictions, there is ups & there is down. Yea, life goes on regardless of whatever insert! I gotten more bruises. Hip, hands, fingers, head. Especially my muscle in my legs. Whenever i run, kick high, or squat, it hurts like shit. Maybe is bleeding inside, but who cares? haa.. Had WS just nw. Force myself to kick, jump, run despite of the pain in my leg. I want the better, i realized i had nth good to do. I knew i am seriously very negative when thinking. When comes to talking, where is everyone? Where..? Why am i all alone? Although i tried to counsel myself but it still doesn`t work. I tried to think of excuses, but end up getting more questions to myself. The impact is really deep. Teach me what to do this time rd. I got no idea what wil happen next & what will actually happen to me. In heaven maybe? Or somewhere flying ard in the air? haa, kidding! Life is so fragile. Death can arrived without any signs. Scary isn`t it? Actually all i wanna say is that it is really important that we should appreciate pple ard us more & not taking pple for granted. Who knows what will happen in the next second right? Maybe the next min i wil be an angel in heaven (: haa, maybe it will happen or maybe not. Or maybe u pple should ignore all those craps i wrote. Still no pple. No one here. No one with me. Did i do anything wrong? Why i must undergo this hurtful feelings? I hope i can just go up & be God`s angel. |